Looser ...................... :)

ha ha ......... do not get scared seeing the subject ............... this is chetan Bhagats favourite word :) ,now i has become my favourite word also ..............
"My mangaer is the biggest losser in the world ".......... i have been telling these words to all my teammates today .......... by the by did i tell u that i read chetan bhagats 2 books this week . in all his books , the hero character is an Indian confused boy ( somebody me ) , chetan bhagat is one of the biggest winner in life in an typical Indian society ........... studied in IIT then IIM , what else does he wants in life ............. he still calls himself looser and confused boy .......... he is representing a normal indian student ............. no he is not , i am a normal Indian student ........... it is my the pathurnout to be that i take ...........it is the hard work that i put in ........ will the practial story ........... do i sound crazy ? yes ofcourse i am :) ...............
by the by let me understand what i am doing these days ...........after oct 19th ( GMAT exam ) i have not studied except those stupid chetan bhagats novel ........which will not help me in CAT or GMAT .......... i guess it is human tendency to move to some irrevelent task and keep themself busy , so as to avoid there heart blaming them ..........is that why i opened sharkhan account recently or is that why i started calling my manager an looser (for not sending me onsite ) .
is that satisfying ego ............ i see my roomie( who was intially planning to prepare CAT along with me ) studying embeded systems .......maybe he wanted to avoid regreat feeling of not preparing for CAT ........

why is that i am not able to focus steadily ............ am i different material ? chetan bhagat told not loos confidence .......... where do i do my MBA ? i was never confused so much in Life , i always wanted to do engineering , only when i joinned it i realised it was not my cup of tea , i had decided on my best possible option , MBA from reputed college, i have decided on that on 2003 ( five or six years ago ) i have worked decently enough for that , but i need to put in some extra ordinary effort to make it to best college , i guess i need another 2 months of dedicated preparation , then everything will be set :)